It's a new day
After having spent a beautiful journey in my old school, I joined a new school with a lot of expectations and fear. The saddest thing in life is to not speak to someone with whom you used to speak to every day and naturally my mind couldn't digest the fact that my friends who were there to hear all my cries and laughs aren't there to even hear my pain of missing them. My heart never knew loneliness until then. I didn't know anybody here except one, he was Akash who too was from the same school as mine but we hardly had spent time together. On the first day of school, I befriended two people, one was Rithi and the other was (cough) Koushik and that is when I realized the start of my new life. He used to sit beside me, fair in complexion, really cool by looks and also had a kind of funny bones that he could make you burst out laughing any moment. We talked, talked and talked and soon I realized days started rolling like hours, a thousand thanks to Mark Zuckerberg that Facebook helped him to keep me busy even at home. It all started on one fine Saturday that he texted me hi, why wouldn't I be excited to reply back my first friend in this new world but who would have known that hi
was the start for all the dramas that occurred in my life. Soon, as days passed by I was literally hit by the Koushik effect as I still remember rushing down, taking my phone and chat all day long with him as soon as I turned home. So to an extent, I felt him around me all day long making me smile, laugh and think a lot and indulging a lot of happiness in me. On one fine day, we all were playing truth or dare in class and it turned out that he should question me, and sir Mr.Romeo questioned me about my last crush and I said it was Ashwin of my old school in a sportive manner but to my great surprise Ashwin was followed by him the same evening. It was certainly an eye opener for me but hardly did I mind all that and eventually my days went on smooth and happy, with me sharing a lot about my friends and family to Koushik both in class and home while he speaks about his people. Soon I noticed that he started following everyone I had mentioned and I didn’t understand what he was trying to do at all when came the first school field trip surrounded with a lot of fun, music and chatters all around and our gang of friends were playing a game called or-or which usually is a game of choosing your priorities among two given choice and eventually I was raised a question asking Koushik or Akash. In spite of all the times, I shared with Koushik, Akash being my long-time friend I preferred saying Akash only to see Koushik’s face turn horrible red filled with anger that Akash who was a close ally of Koushik, himself said me personally “ Sis, you should have better said Koushik.” And I had no clue what was happening and what was there for him to turn such horribly red. Fortunately I finally got the hint to solve this riddle that disturbed me all the time, within a couple of days when I reached home and grabbed my phone up I heard a ping and it was obviously his message that read “Man, I seriously love you and I don’t think I can live without you.”
This came out as a definite shock for me that I stayed numb for some time I didn’t know what exactly to feel like as I haven’t ever thought the existence of this route and without giving me any time to think another notification pinged “come on reply!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” with a whole lot of chaos filled in my mind I replied “sorry Koushy! I have never seen you in that aspect “to my surprise his reply was “chill out, it was just a prank” and I felt like thank god as I feared about losing one of the fewest friends I had here due to this unwanted stuff but my relief didn’t last long the very next day he proposed again and I was quick to remind him that he isn’t a prankster to try the same thing every day hoping it too to be a prank as the other day but he seemed to be serious this time and my heart started to pop terribly fast restricting me to think, thousands of questions flashed my mind but I hardly was able to concentrate on one, it seriously was a weird feeling when your good friend wants to be your better half but I seriously loved him as a friend and I wasn’t sure how good things will be when he is my boyfriend so after thinking for a lengthy 10 minute yes! Lengthy 10 minutes I replied “sorry koushy I don’t think this will work I wish we are just friends” and I got the reply that was an obvious trademark of disapproval “hmmm”. Eventually, our conversations reduced to a massive extent and became very formal. Missing him was worse but what was more horrible is when I knew I was the reason he was gone. I tried to keep myself busy that I don’t miss him but the very second I finish it I see the great memories and how it all got so spoilt within a couple of months. Incidentally I realized the greatness of the effect he had on me that I felt incomplete in his absence I longed for time with him and I got angry when he tried to distance himself from me and I was echoed all around me that THIS IS CALLED LOVE so without wasting any time and without any conventional rose and kneeling down I simply texted him “man, I don’t know what you did to me but I think I too love you” .
After having spent a beautiful journey in my old school, I joined a new school with a lot of expectations and fear. The saddest thing in life is to not speak to someone with whom you used to speak to every day and naturally my mind couldn't digest the fact that my friends who were there to hear all my cries and laughs aren't there to even hear my pain of missing them. My heart never knew loneliness until then. I didn't know anybody here except one, he was Akash who too was from the same school as mine but we hardly had spent time together. On the first day of school, I befriended two people, one was Rithi and the other was (cough) Koushik and that is when I realized the start of my new life. He used to sit beside me, fair in complexion, really cool by looks and also had a kind of funny bones that he could make you burst out laughing any moment. We talked, talked and talked and soon I realized days started rolling like hours, a thousand thanks to Mark Zuckerberg that Facebook helped him to keep me busy even at home. It all started on one fine Saturday that he texted me hi, why wouldn't I be excited to reply back my first friend in this new world but who would have known that hi
was the start for all the dramas that occurred in my life. Soon, as days passed by I was literally hit by the Koushik effect as I still remember rushing down, taking my phone and chat all day long with him as soon as I turned home. So to an extent, I felt him around me all day long making me smile, laugh and think a lot and indulging a lot of happiness in me. On one fine day, we all were playing truth or dare in class and it turned out that he should question me, and sir Mr.Romeo questioned me about my last crush and I said it was Ashwin of my old school in a sportive manner but to my great surprise Ashwin was followed by him the same evening. It was certainly an eye opener for me but hardly did I mind all that and eventually my days went on smooth and happy, with me sharing a lot about my friends and family to Koushik both in class and home while he speaks about his people. Soon I noticed that he started following everyone I had mentioned and I didn’t understand what he was trying to do at all when came the first school field trip surrounded with a lot of fun, music and chatters all around and our gang of friends were playing a game called or-or which usually is a game of choosing your priorities among two given choice and eventually I was raised a question asking Koushik or Akash. In spite of all the times, I shared with Koushik, Akash being my long-time friend I preferred saying Akash only to see Koushik’s face turn horrible red filled with anger that Akash who was a close ally of Koushik, himself said me personally “ Sis, you should have better said Koushik.” And I had no clue what was happening and what was there for him to turn such horribly red. Fortunately I finally got the hint to solve this riddle that disturbed me all the time, within a couple of days when I reached home and grabbed my phone up I heard a ping and it was obviously his message that read “Man, I seriously love you and I don’t think I can live without you.”This came out as a definite shock for me that I stayed numb for some time I didn’t know what exactly to feel like as I haven’t ever thought the existence of this route and without giving me any time to think another notification pinged “come on reply!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” with a whole lot of chaos filled in my mind I replied “sorry Koushy! I have never seen you in that aspect “to my surprise his reply was “chill out, it was just a prank” and I felt like thank god as I feared about losing one of the fewest friends I had here due to this unwanted stuff but my relief didn’t last long the very next day he proposed again and I was quick to remind him that he isn’t a prankster to try the same thing every day hoping it too to be a prank as the other day but he seemed to be serious this time and my heart started to pop terribly fast restricting me to think, thousands of questions flashed my mind but I hardly was able to concentrate on one, it seriously was a weird feeling when your good friend wants to be your better half but I seriously loved him as a friend and I wasn’t sure how good things will be when he is my boyfriend so after thinking for a lengthy 10 minute yes! Lengthy 10 minutes I replied “sorry koushy I don’t think this will work I wish we are just friends” and I got the reply that was an obvious trademark of disapproval “hmmm”. Eventually, our conversations reduced to a massive extent and became very formal. Missing him was worse but what was more horrible is when I knew I was the reason he was gone. I tried to keep myself busy that I don’t miss him but the very second I finish it I see the great memories and how it all got so spoilt within a couple of months. Incidentally I realized the greatness of the effect he had on me that I felt incomplete in his absence I longed for time with him and I got angry when he tried to distance himself from me and I was echoed all around me that THIS IS CALLED LOVE so without wasting any time and without any conventional rose and kneeling down I simply texted him “man, I don’t know what you did to me but I think I too love you” .
Keep it up dude!!! U r really good at this!!!
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